So there’s a part of me that feels
like I’m flying
Swirling in no-mans-land
The vast uncertain future
Ahead of me
Will there be a resolution?
A part of me believes
And knows with a certainty
That it will be alright
That G-d will be there for me once more
His miraculous salvation
Will be added to the links
Of my current
extraordinary
existence
But then the practical part of Me
Kicks in
How?
How will you pay it off?
When?
When will it actually come through
Why?
Why are you always stuck?
Wish-
I wish I could be free
Untethered
Owned by none
Attached to only
Those that I choose
“One day,”
I promise myself
“One day
You really will be free,
One day you will
Gasp in astonishment
At the way the wheel turns
Of how your reality has been
Altered
So drastically
changed
That the past
Seems unbelievable”
And until that day
I will hold onto my
Faith
Of a better future
Of a glorious tomorrow
And most importantly
Of happiness
That could be mine
Today
If I choose.
