I battle emptiness
I wage a war with fear
I shrink in despair
When I realize how far I am in
Fulfillment of all that I hold dear
I am in awe of infinity
High on Celestial divinity
Natures force
Rouses my buried source
Yet I do not allow it to come forth
For It’s majestic beauty frightens me
And I – A small speck in the universe
Struggle to create
Relate
And excavate
Significance in my small state
There is a part of me yearning
A slice of me burning
To ignite
Alight
Rise above my plight
Take flight
And create a wondrous sight
Of glorious good
In doing all that I should
But human being that I am
I cannot always break free
Of my blanket of sham
I continue to struggle
Constantly juggle
The hybrid voices
The clouded choices
Yet when I stop to listen
to the call of nature once more
I hear the message
from within its core
There is value in my desire
And all the times I perspire
As long as I aspire
To reach greater heights
I too am a part of this enchanting rhythm
And the divine dance that celebrates his mission
